By now he was in his late 40 ’ s, and finding himself with time on his hands, he took stock of his life.
در آن زمان او بیش از ۴۰ سال داشت ،‏ و با داشتن اوقات فراغت بسیار ،‏ می‌توانست بر زندگی گذشتهٔ خود تعمق کند .‏