Even when Jesus was being tortured to death, he was so determined to maintain his integrity that he refused a drug that would have dulled the pain but might also have left him without full command of his senses.
Bahkan sewaktu disiksa sampai mati, Yesus bertekad untuk tetap setia sampai - sampai tidak mau minum obat yang, meski bisa meringankan rasa sakitnya, bisa membuatnya tidak sepenuhnya sadar.