“ Although I told myself and others that I believed that I was forgiven by Jehovah, ” admits Elaine, “I always felt that somehow he was at a distance or that others were closer to him and that he was more real to them. ”
Elaine mengakui, ” Meskipun saya bilang pada diri sendiri dan orang - orang bahwa saya yakin Yehuwa sudah mengampuni saya, tetap saja saya merasa sepertinya Yehuwa jauh dari saya atau orang lain lebih akrab dengan - Nya dan Ia lebih nyata bagi mereka. ”