Yet, he lives in a permanent state of conflicting emotions ​ — delight and satisfaction with what he is accomplishing along with despair and frustration because of the mounting problems with which he must deal.
Namun, berbagai emosi yang saling bertentangan terus berkecamuk dalam dirinya ​ — senang dan puas atas apa yang ia capai dibarengi perasaan putus asa dan frustrasi karena semakin banyak problem yang harus ia hadapi.