He relates, “I believed that God hated me, and I felt that the deaths of those around me, especially those who were very dear to me, were a punishment for me. ”
એ ગેંગ ઘણી હિંસક હતી. તે જણાવે છે: ‘ હું માનતો કે ઈશ્વર મને ધિક્કારે છે.