Soon thereafter, feeling unworthy, I informed the congregation elders that I had decided to leave the truth, since I was sure Jehovah could not love me.
وبعد فترة قصيرة ،‏ إذ شعرت بعدم الجدارة ،‏ ابلغت شيوخ الجماعة انني قررت ترك الحق لأنني متأكدة ان يهوه لا يحبني .‏