I knew that she would rather see me dead on a stretcher than know that I was free because of having compromised....
فَكُنْتُ أَعْرِفُ سَلَفًا أَنَّهَا لَنْ تُسَايِرَ عَلَى حِسَابِ إِيمَانِهَا ،‏ وَهذَا مَا سَاهَمَ فِي دَعْمِي .‏