I know that Jehovah is merciful and forgiving, but because I have this wrong desire and deep down I don’t hate it, I feel that I am unable to receive his help.
لٰكِنِّي أَشْعُرُ أَنِّي لَا أَسْتَحِقُّ مُسَاعَدَتَهُ ،‏ لِأَنِّي فِي أَعْمَاقِي لَا أَزَالُ أَمِيلُ إِلَى تِلْكَ ٱلرَّغْبَةِ ٱلْخَاطِئَةِ .‏