Instead of being the one who was setting an example for others in the ministry, I felt that I was the one being held by the hand.
وفي خدمة الحقل ،‏ عوض ان ارسم مثالا للآخرين ،‏ شعرت بحاجة الى من يأخذ بيدي ويساعدني .‏