Though Sonja regrets having temporarily strayed from the Christian path, she is happy that her fear of God helped her to come back. To Suffer Rather Than Sin
طَبْعًا ،‏ مِنَ ٱلْأَفْضَلِ أَنْ يُعْرِبَ ٱلْمَرْءُ عَنْ خَوْفِ ٱللهِ وَيَتَجَنَّبَ مِنَ ٱلْبِدَايَةِ ٱلْوُقُوعَ فِي ٱلْخَطَإِ .‏