Meditate on it. And pray for holy spirit. Then you will draw ever closer to your heavenly Father.
وَعِنْدَئِذٍ تَقْتَرِبُ أَكْثَرَ إِلَى أَبِينَا ٱلسَّمَاوِيِّ ،‏ وَتَتَصَرَّفُ بِحِكْمَةٍ وَفَهْمٍ فِي هٰذَا ٱلْعَالَمِ ٱلشِّرِّيرِ .‏ —‏ ام ٢ :‏ ٤ -‏ ٧‏ .‏