Although I had always realized that Ted would have to finish his earthly course, I cannot describe how painful it was for me to lose him and how much I miss him.
ومع انني عرفت دائما انه سيأتي وقت ينهي فيه مسلكه الارضي ،‏ يعجز لساني عن وصف مدى ألمي جراء خسارته ومدى اشتياقي اليه .‏