We can almost picture an older, wiser, humbler man ruefully shaking his head as he describes his own mistakes, his rebellion, and his stubborn refusal to show mercy.
وها هو بعد ان صار اكبر سنا وأكثر حكمة وتواضعا يهز رأسه ندما وهو يكتب عن اخطائه وعصيانه ورفضه بعناد ان يعرب عن الرحمة .‏