He added, “My stupidity lasted for about four years. ” Then he started to think about returning to the truth.
وَمَعَ أَنَّهُ ظَنَّ أَنَّ يَهْوَهَ لَنْ يَسْمَعَ صَلَاتَهُ ،‏ فَقَدْ صَلَّى إِلَيْهِ طَالِبًا ٱلْمَغْفِرَةَ .‏