In my mind I would replay that scene of the paramedics taking him away, and I would ask myself: ‘ Why did I just stand there?
فقد بقيت اتذكر مشهد المسعفين وهم يأخذونه من البيت ،‏ وأسأل نفسي :‏ ‹ لماذا وقفت اتفرج عليهم ؟‏