But this brought him no happiness. “ Deep feelings of guilt and remorse surfaced for many years, ” he said.
أَخْبَرَ أَخٌ فِي ٱلثَّلَاثِينَاتِ مِنْ عُمْرِهِ عَنْ سَنَوَاتِ مُرَاهَقَتِهِ :‏ « آنَذَاكَ ،‏ لَمْ أَرَ فِي مَقَايِيسِ يَهْوَهَ حِمَايَةً لِي ،‏ بَلْ تَقْيِيدًا لِحُرِّيَّتِي » .‏