Yet, he lives in a permanent state of conflicting emotions ​ — delight and satisfaction with what he is accomplishing along with despair and frustration because of the mounting problems with which he must deal.
ومع انه يشعر بالبهجة والاكتفاء بما يحققه ،‏ لا تزال مشاعر اليأس والاحباط تتقاذفه بسبب تفاقم المشاكل التي يلزم حلّها .‏