Perhaps your experience is similar to that of Jacob, a righteous man who, when told that his son Joseph had died, “kept refusing to take comfort. ”
لربما تشعر كما شعر الرجل البار يعقوب الذي ‏ « أبى ان يتعزى » حين تلقى خبر وفاة ابنه يوسف .‏