However, I eventually acknowledged that I could not continue directing my life by myself. I prayed to Jehovah to guide me.
(‏ ١ يوحنا ٥ :‏ ٣‏ )‏ وقد شكّل ذلك تحديا لي في البداية لأنني طالما كنت سيدة نفسي .‏