My father told me how disappointed he and others were by my actions. But I was determined not to come under the influence of the church.
ومع ان ابي اخبرني ان تصرفاتي سببت خيبة كبيرة له ولآخرين ايضا ،‏ كنت مصمما ألا اقع تحت هيمنة الكنيسة .‏