It may seem as though you and your illness are engaged in a tug - of - war, a contest between who you once were and what you might become.
ويبدو كما لو انكم تتصارعون مع مرضكم ،‏ صراع الشخص الذي كنتم عليه سابقا مع ما قد تصبحون عليه لاحقا .‏