In 1996, as I sat at his bedside, holding his hand and crying bitterly, I told him how sorry I was for all that I had done and that I loved him so much.
فَكَانَ يُحِبُّنِي كَثِيرًا ،‏ أَمْرٌ لَمْ أُدْرِكْهُ آنَذَاكَ .‏