He says: “I secretly viewed pornography. I created a fantasy world that I thought was disconnected from the world where I served Jehovah.
وَقَدْ أَوْجَدْتُ لِنَفْسِي عَالَمًا وَهْمِيًّا ظَنَنْتُ أَنَّهُ مُنْفَصِلٌ تَمَامًا عَنْ خِدْمَتِي لِيَهْوَهَ .‏