If you consult the Watch Tower Publications Index, you will likely find an experience of a fellow Christian who has had a trial similar to your own.
(‏ ١ بطرس ٥ :‏ ٩‏ )‏ وَمِنَ ٱلْمُفِيدِ أَيْضًا أَنْ تُنَاقِشَ مُشْكِلَتَكَ مَعَ شُيُوخٍ مُتَعَاطِفِينَ أَوْ مَسِيحِيِّينَ نَاضِجِينَ آخَرِينَ .‏