He left home to live in London, and there he became involved with drugs, the club scene, astrology, spiritism, and Zen Buddhism and other philosophies ​ — all in a search for a satisfying way of life.
दोन दिवसांनी मॅथ्यूला आपला एक जुना मित्र भेटला आणि त्याने आपल्या दुविधेविषयी त्याला सांगितले.