If that is true in your case, why not seek the help of an experienced Christian who knows you well? For example, do you want to serve as a regular pioneer?
तुम्हाला ज्या अतिरिक्‍त कार्यांत सहभाग घ्यावासा वाटतो ती कार्ये तुमच्या आवाक्यात आहेत का?