He recalls: “I constantly felt on edge. My conscience troubled me because I could not reach the spiritual goals I had set for myself. ”
आपल्या सहकर्मींच्या प्रोत्साहनामुळे त्याने विशेष अतिरिक्‍त प्रशिक्षणाचा एक कोर्स करायचे ठरवले.