<sod >The boys longed to spend more time with both of their parents and were left feeling as if they were 'bouncing between the two of them', he admits in the ITV documentary.< eod>< sod > The boys longed to spend more time with both of their parents and were left feeling as if they were 'bouncing between the two of them', he admits in the new ITV documentary in the 20th year since her death.< eod>