<sod >In a letter to this victimÃ¢ÂÂs father in 1997, Mr Harris said he was in a state of Ã¢ÂÂself-loathingÃ¢ÂÂ and felt Ã¢ÂÂsickenedÃ¢ÂÂ by the misery he had caused her.< eod>< sod > In a letter to this victimÃ¢ÂÂs father in 1998, Mr Harris allegedly said he was in a state of Ã¢ÂÂself-loathingÃ¢ÂÂ and felt Ã¢ÂÂsickenedÃ¢ÂÂ by the misery he had caused her.< eod>