I had played essentially a noncommittal game, so I would have to offend is not the word but keep my options open. 마침내 편안한 지점을 찾았을 때, 저는 그 지점을 확고히 하고 싶었고 이미 어느 편을 선택할 때가 왔다는 것을 깨닫지 못했습니다. I didnt realize the end game was upon us.