Its something I thought I had down last time I started this journey, but I guess I was just fooling myself. 저는 섭식 장애가 저를 이끌도록 내버려두고 있었고, 남은 인생 동안 계속 그렇게 할 준비가 되어 있지 않았어요. The truth is, Ive learned this behavior from everyone around me.