However, this was often intertwined with one of them taking a step back. 뒤로 물러나는 것은 결코 쉬운 일이 아니었고, 저는 희망을 잃지 않고 힘을 내기 위해 기도하고 의지를 다지며 며칠을 보냈습니다. For many days Esme would take two steps forward and Charlotte would take one step back.