I would have gone back if I could, but I could not and even if I had gone, I could not have done any good as his spirit had fled and his soul gone up to Him who gave it. 내 사랑하는 젊은 정부에게 내가 어떻게 느꼈는지 말할 필요가 없습니다. I loved him so much having been with him so long.