I sometimes can feel God right by my friends, as if he is begging to be let in. 그분의 사랑스러운 눈빛으로 영혼을 응시하는 동안 친구들은 그분이 멀리 떨어져 있다고 느낍니다. Sometimes they tell me that I am wasting my time and that they are going to hell.