He would talk to the nurses to see how people were doing and it wasnt always good. 어니가 '이것이 당신의 삶입니다'라는 말을 듣고 그 유명한 빨간 책을 건네자 사람들은 어니에게 스포트라이트를 보냈습니다. It was terrible trying to keep the secret, Doreen said.