I look underneath for his amusement and see him, another him, under the bed, staring back at me quivering and whispering, Daddy theres somebody on my bed. 움직일 수도, 숨을 쉴 수도, 말하거나 들을 수도 없고 항상 너무 어두워요. If I knew it would be this lonely, I would have been cremated instead.