I would like to say that I mustered up the courage to go, but I didnt. 때때로 자신에게 친절하다는 것은 여전히 자신을 쫓는 악마와 마주할 준비가 되어 있지 않다는 것을 아는 것을 포함합니다. I also want to acknowledge that my new husband is incredibly understanding as I still process my old life.