While technically I am scarred and deformed, I dont perceive myself that way. 솔직히 말해서 저는 가슴을 잃은 것보다 항암 치료로 인해 머리카락이 빠진 것에 대해 더 괴로워했습니다. The point is that a great deal of how one perceives ones own body takes place not in the mirror but in the mind.