He has figured out that what he himself wants from life, personally and professionally, is to live a little closer to what I really feel. 어딘가에서 즐기는 것이 좋지 않다는 것을 배웠기 때문에 제가 하고 싶은 일에 저항하는 제 자신을 발견했습니다. Its sad but Im working on it.