My boycraziness might not have led to posters of JTT google it on my wall, but I can look back and see that I was indeed far too concerned with the approval of boys, and, later, men. 제가 일기장에 쓴 모든 글과 가슴 아픈 일들을 누구나 읽을 수 있는 책에 흘릴 용기가 있었을까요? Um, no.