I was heartbroken having to let people do more and more of the things for me that I used to do for myself. 9월이 되면 적어도 배변은 다시 할 수 있었지만 누군가, 주로 엄마가 저를 닦아줘야 했어요. I had the humiliation of becoming incontinent and was wetting the bed at night.