Life in California was blissful, I has friends who loved me, coworkers who appreciated me and admired the work that I did. 돈도 많이 벌었고, 아름다운 작은 아파트도 있었고, 제가 원하는 것을 할 수 있었어요. Now in St. Louis, God has made it clear that I cannot be the main attraction at this show.