I havent taken the first journalism course I cant afford to attend all these conferences besides, Im too old. 온갖 핑계를 대며 하나님께서 처음 제 마음에 소망을 말씀하셨을 때 순종하지 않았던 제 자신을 꾸짖었습니다. Despite all my excuses, God still used me to fulfill His goal through me.