Its still not what I want, not by a long shot, but I have to stop being so hurt by what happened. 솔직히 저는 단 한 번도 올림픽에서 벌어진 일들이 연기라고 생각해서는 안 됐어요. She was doing what she had to in order to keep us alive and that meant pretending to be in love with me.