Anyway, I think that we were mentally abusing OURSELVES because we didnt need to be in such a serious relationship right now. 통제하는 것만 빼고요, 그 때문에 제가 그에게 무슨 말을 할 수 있을지 정말 편집증에 걸렸거든요. Is it wrong for me to want to talk right now?