Only by Gods grace could I place my piece. 몇 달 동안 영적인 기복이 있었고, 놓았다가 되찾기도 하고, 하나님이 정말 제 아이를 사랑하시는지 의문을 품기도 했습니다. With each doubt, I was always reminded that He loves her more than I do, a hard concept to handle when you have control issues.