To this day, when I am under stress or anxious, one of my first responses is to stop eating. 내 몸을 통제할 수 있다면 내 인생도 통제할 수 있을 거라는 착각이 들기 때문입니다. My trust is not in God and his design, both for my body and my life, but in my ability to control and manage.