I didnt get them for a very long time, but good men came in my life later who solved some of this for me. 하지만 아주 오랫동안 누군가를 다시 잃을지도 모른다는 두려움 때문에 친밀감을 피하는 것은 저에게 필수적인 일이 되었습니다. I never really understood that it was me who didnt want to get too close.