It brought me great pleasure, and took several years for me to realize that once was a surprise and any more than that was a tradition. 나이가 들어 우리가 실제로 얼마나 가난했는지 깨달았을 때 저는 가진 것이 너무 적어서 부끄러웠습니다. It took me many years to realize the gift in all of this.