I expressed to him how the pressure of ALWAYS WRITING AND SPEAKING IN A STATELY MANNER felt like I was putting on a show, a different face. 또한 영어에 대해 가장 많이 배운 곳이 대학이었기 때문에 사기꾼처럼 느껴지기도 했어요. I felt as though I should have learned this in high school.